I love rain
Has anyone realized how beautiful rain is?
Each drop, making it's own courageous journey from the heavens,
Flying, gliding down to the scorched parched earth...
There is a saying - still water runs deep
There is no denying, it is calm up to a certain extent
Yet, at the bottom of it all, the fury of the torrents rage on
The perfect balance of things, or just a painful reality?
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As how someone i know used to go : "Saya tak gembira..."
Recently i seem to like that phrase very much as well...
Sometimes i really don't understand myself
On one hand, i am the eye of the storm
Yet, i'm the gale that surrounds it as well
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You know what the worst part of being away is?
The distance
The distance from things you hold true and dear
The distance from some of your childhood dreams
The distance from ideals and promises that you have held on your entire life
The distance from the familiar senses that make your day whole
The distance from the emotions that some may have tried to escape
The distance from the pillars that hold you up
The thought of being away....
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I'm here,
away...
I don't have much :
- a few dreams
- a small new family
- the excitement something new
- the spirit of a traveler
- believes
- faiths
- courage
- hopes
and yet...
I have everything
Lai Jian Wei
10.32pm
Wednesday 4th March 2009
About Me
- Jian Wei
- I stand my ground for who I am not what the world wants me to be. I dream for a better place where there isn't a need for heaven. I believe in the miracles of life, eternity of relationships and power of dreams. I share my heart with all but will not expect any to share with me. I will not give my life to save another because i will need it to save more. Life is about living and not pursuing nor pretending. Everyone is a friend and there's a place for everyone in my heart. I rather be alone than be with people who are insincere. My doors are always open to those who need to come in. Live life standing strong, sitting fast, striding swift, talking true, treating sincere, believing hard, fighting passionately, dreaming endlessly and loving boundlessly. ************ I am an explorer. My heart my compass. My arms my sword and my shield. My soul my fire. My mind my toolkit. My legs my steed. My eyes my teacher. My ears my adviser. My touch my guide. My emotions my companion. My conscious my direction.